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Insomnia By Force
I'm terrified of sleep. When night time comes around, I dread going it. Because whenever I fall asleep, you're in my dreams. And its so painful because I love you so much, and I know when I awake,you'll disappear. So, now, I've trained myself not to sleep. I now suffer from Insomnia. The inability to sleep. The inability to dream. I hate not being able to dream, but I know that if I do, I'll see you and you'll disappear the instant I open my eyes.
Survive If you are like me, you know how amazing nature can be and how it can be a place for you to escape. You are always in the woods, hiding away in the safety of the trees. If you are like me, you hate change. Even the tiniest things that change can upset you. If you are like me, you won't fall in love easily, but there will be one person who sneaks right into your heart, and you'll never want to let that person go. At all. Never. You'll want to make sure no one takes them away, make sure no one hurts them, and if they do, you'll give them a piece of your mind. You'll love that person till the end of time, hopefully. If you are like me, you are emotional, and most of the time you let your emotions run wild, but you also have good judgment, and are good at hiding them away. If you are like me, you are good at making your thoughts and emotions unreadable, you only let the one you love see you for you. You make yourself emotionless, and distant, making sure no one but the
I look at your face and see pain, the pain that I have caused.
I look into your eyes, but you are so distant from me.
And every time I see you, I want to run up and hug you, hug you till all of your pain is inside me.
But then, if I did that, you would no longer miss me. You would no longer have a need for me. Then, I would have really lost you.
So I will hurt silently, and keep quiet till the day we are no longer in pain.
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